Why

Why?
 
 
“I used to ask why… now I know it wasn’t me.”
 
Why? is a haunting, deeply personal song about a child growing up inside fear, confusion, and silence—and the adult who finally looks back with understanding.
 
It explores the questions children carry when they witness pain they cannot explain: Why are they screaming? Why does it happen every night? Why did no one stop it? Why did love still hurt?
As the song unfolds, the truth becomes clearer: broken people often pass their unhealed pain forward, but understanding where the harm came from does not excuse it or erase what happened.
Why? gives that silenced child a voice. It acknowledges the fear, the stolen innocence, and the survival patterns that can follow someone into adulthood, while holding tightly to the truth that God was present even in the places no one else would go.
This is a song for anyone who spent years believing the chaos around them was somehow their fault.
What happened was real.
What happened was wrong.
And it was never the child’s fault.
 
For the child I was—and for the child still asking why.
Healing begins where silence ends.
END SILENCE.